What can I say. I'm trying to move on but till now I can't. I can't, I'm totally failed. I fake my smile and tells everyone I'm okay but deep in reality I'm barely made it through the day. You know what, the hardest thing in my life ever I did is, trying to move on. Life so hard. Almost 2 years I spend my time with you and only you. We shared everything. All those memories never fade away, I swear. I asked God to help me get rid everything about my past, hm stupid. I know I can't. Whenever I think about you, my hearts breaks all over again. I will never forget the days we had once, the days when you were everything to me. And the thing that kills me is that I'm still not over you. Sometimes, I just want to go back to the past, so I can smile and laugh like the old times. I can fake a smile, I can pretend to be happy but what I can't do is pretend that I still love you like before. How I wish you were still mine ugh. I don't know why, even you're gone I still holding on. You light up my world like nobody else. Just me and you. Past is past, but please take note I can't erase everything about you. If I won't talk to you doesn't mean I don't care about you anymore. I just trying to distance myself because I know I can't have you. I miss you so much, Take care of yourself.
Lots of love,
Wardah.
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